Dear Blog Reader

I’ve been thinking for quite a while about getting this started back. Haha, “It's never all said and done”. Here I am again. I do enjoy blogging and so have been racking my brains about how not to lose face in retracting ‘the semi absolute ending’ of the previous post. Who cares. I have been on an interesting journey this past month, some very difficult ‘lessons’ to learn, some very important experiences to, um experience. By continuing this, I need you to keep me accountable, which means if you see me: ‘loosing the plot’, getting self absorbed, sidelining the more important ‘time with God’, or just generally being obsessive like last time, talk to me (and quite strongly). Embarrassing to admit but, When I take a lot of photos for an extended period of time, my mind will focus pictures in my brain (it’s really a weird sensation)… likewise, When I post too much, my mind begins to constantly write bloggings in my head. Sad sad girl. If you don’t know what I’m blabbing on about, tell me to take time off if I get a bit too wrapped up in all. It is way too easy to talk about yourself. Introspective is good until it turns ugly and selfish. Motives for blogging always confuse me and I’ve explored them and worried about them possibly too much. I would like my life to be ‘Open Book’ with well defined boundries. Whatever that means. Transparency is such a vague word. I was ho-humming about whether to fill you in on some of the stuff that has happened. I have decided I definitely need to mention something about our YITS midyear camp as I think that I’ll allude to it a fair bit later on. Other than that, be patient, I’ll get there, and if I don’t, you’ll never know what you are missing. Backlogging posts = lots of typing. It’s all recorded, but on paper. That’ll do. Hello again :)